Daydreams & Nightscapes

 I just woke up from a nightmare about a man who was about to kill me with a smile on his face.  It was terrifying.  None of my housemates are awake and they are mad anyway.

I'm going on a diet I want to get thin.  My YouTube page has become a dumping ground for emotional shorts.  I will probably lose subscribers we'll see.  I am very depressed.  Hey, you never know maybe I'll gain some based purely on the fact I'm not AI.

A technological microchip almost came out of my gum.  Almost did.  My body hurts.  But hey, I got a shoulder massage yesterday evening from a man named Saint.

Now what?  It's 2am...


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